happy birthday my love <3 2.21.25
even if ive kinda lost interest in enstars, wataru will always mean the world to me.. i fell in love with him so fast and its almost 3 years now that hes been in my life ^_^ it might sound dumb but hes helped me sm, and he always gives me a reason to smile :3 i love u wataru! i triedd to do one of those oshikatsu set-up things, but my room lighting is so bad and i had nowhere else to do it besides my desk,, T_T which worked out kinda ok ig, bc i already have pashas and the bulletin board set up on the wall behind it but uuu,, anyways im actually writing this later (2 months later) but the original photos and text i DID do on his bday it was just an insta post,, but my late bday promise to him is that ill try and get back into enstars!! i kinda miss it and my n+c hyperfix is fading bc im waiting to get a pc to finish sweet pool and play tnc agh T_T ok thats unrelated so ill end this blab here byee ty

WATARU WON THE CONTEST THING!! im so proud of him.. i knew he could do it but :3 i still dont rlly understand the 4piece lore lolz.. or theyre esupuri now idk.. and a new 4*! kyaa how can he alwways look so handsome while doing anything >_< i saw so many ppl. saying that the contest was unfair.. just let wataru have his victory.. like half of enstars fans already mischaracterize him enough leave him ALONE.. like maybee i am overthinking but wataru is the reason enstars exists, lore-wise.. and even if all the contests didnt have the same criteria and the one wataru was in gave him more opportunity to get a higher score, wataru is most likely one of the most talented enstars characters. ofc im biased but i just think he is very passionate and dedicated to what he does.. even if acting is his main passion he is a great idol! so i think he deserved the score he got, he's worked so hard his entire life.. i love him.. i love my wataru

I MISSED THIS SITE school started so i've been super busy and TIRED! unfortunately my future is at stake bc i'm taking 3 ap's and a college course and i need to work hard so i understand the material so i can score good on the exams and save my moms money when i go to college.. but that's not abt wataru so?!?! but GOOD NEWS!! TODAY! three wataru nuis came in! i'm very happy, esp for the bear nui bc i pre-ordered him back in APRIL??!

this is like my 5th music era nui bc the thought of anyone else owning wataru merch actually makes me feel physically sick. and the sleeping nui is so cute, but his FAT HEAD! i had to fight to get his sleeping mask on omg.. and most importantly, my new pride and joy,, the bear nui!! ok so like i had been so excited for wataru to get his, ever since happyele first started selling them i feel like that was mid 2023? uh idk but yea since fine was one of the last units, i waited SO LONG T_T but he's so soft and cute and kyaaa i lovee him squishy squishy altho i am kinda sad bc for $27.. i feel like he could've been better quality.. like the little hair thing underneath his chin isn't glued on all the way, and there's a little patch on hsi leg by his crotch that's missing fur.. but that's super nitpicky i'm just happy i got him ^_^ and that i preordered bc the bear nuis r like $50 min if u buy from resellers on jp mercari i cant imagine like. ebay.. omg.. but yeaa that's it very tiny haul compared to usual hauls, but money is tight T_T i'm gonna try working on this site more but ughh i barely do anything more i have no energy at all i'm sorryyyryr wataruru

me and wataru's 2 year anniversary!! 2 years ago i saw him for the first time, and it was love at first sight! i've been able to spend so much time loving him.. i think in all this time, i know that wataru is the one for me, and no one else makes me feel like he does. even to this day, i still smile and get all stupid when i hear his voice >_< he's the most beautiful man i've ever seen, and i know no one else more talented and caring than him.. to my beloved wataru, i know you'll be the only one to ever stay in my heart for however long i live. you make me feel so special and i hope you know just how much i love you <3

EASTER TO YOU IS OVER, that's a late update i know.. the event rlly did come at the worst time, if i wasn't sick i think i would've tried way harder to get more copies but in the end, i only got 1 :( i had sm time to plan and wataru's puffy bunny card is literally my fav of his from the music era </3 but at least i got him!! that's all that matters! i'm gonna try and save up memcoins bc i rlly do love the scr,, waa i'm sorry wataru!!

ahhh i've been sick i forgot to update!! i haven't done much besides sleep, crochet, play videogames... i have been playing the event, although it's so easy to do events on engstars bc autolives i keep forgetting.. i haven't set alarms like i usually do when i get event 5*s bc i'm sick and i'd way rather spend dia then spend another day with thsi awful cold T_T my goal was to get the room scr but now, i'm just hoping i can get one copy... i hate being sick and this is the worst time to be sick!! i'm sorry wataru :(

so.. puffy bunny is VERY soon on engstars.. after mika's event theres only kohaku's and then puffy bunny!! i am very excited bc not only does that event have the best shuffle unit song ever made (kind of biased xd) BUT watarus card has to be my fav music-era card of his!! the bunny tail, bunny ears hehehee.. i love all the colors too!! enstars has the cutest easter cards :3 idk if im gonna get any of his scrs yet.. theyre cute but also itll cost lots of dia!! at least engstars has auto lives so thats easy,,